Season Finale....I mean, semester final.
Although, season finale seems fitting. I have felt like I've been in a freakin' soap opera with the amount of tears that have been shed. Seriously, I know that I'm a cryer (emotional, anger, etc.), but this semester was a little excessive. Just ever so slightly. I've had a couple rough academic classes this year, and so I feel even more inadequate than before. I know you said Spanish doesn't matter, Trig won't be used, etc. But my grades for sure reflect that. This whole semester has just been me trying to not feel like a complete failure, I think. I have absolutely loved being in Illustration and working with watercolor. And I really want to continue working with this medium so I can get up to a better level. I wasn't able to get where I wanted to be this semester, however, I want to get there. I just want to teach art to high school kids. I want to teach yearbook, maybe photography. I'm already nervous that I won't get a job, simply because I feel completely inferior to everyone in my major. Is that normal? Or am I overdramatic? I like to think I'm pretty level headed, just get worried about stuff.
ANYWAYS. Things are winding down for the semester. I had 4 finals today. It was rough. I was sleepy. Probs saw my red eyes this mornin'. You probably thought I was high or emotional. With my track record, obviously emotional is the more likely thing. One more final tomorrow.
As far as budgeting goes, I sucked at keeping track of that. I feel that with all the redos and edits, I went COMPLETELY over budget. Also, didn't meet any deadlines. I sucked at making those. I made everything by the deadline today though!!!!
BTW Sorry I didn't blog a lot.
Nine (Drunken Cat)
Society of Illustrators
Book Cover (Great Gatsby)
World Record (Or, as you like to call it, "The Schlong")
PS. Don't come back from Africa looking like this. You'll scare the prospective freshmen. And me.
Seriously though, have a wonderful time in Africa. I'm really happy you get to see your daughter. :) I really appreciate how you handle the students and the way you respect us and work with us where we are at in our skills level. Come back sans malaria please! :)
